I am just wondering what sort of game would capture the tiny-but-not-sad feeling you get when you consider the scale of the universe and the scale of human effort makes typing a letter like this one - A - appear on your screen.
I was just doing a modifier class for a button to add an arrow. I found a lovely way to do it with unicode characters. Then I found myself dwelling on how much work was done to create unicodes with all the different languages and symbols, which suprised me was only done in the 90’s.
That of course got me wondering about how much human effort that went from turning logic gates into systems of millions of gates, and then billions of gates to just enable me to show that unicode text. Which got me thinking about the game of life built in the game of life, or the computers people have built in minecraft to prove even minecraft is Turing complete.
That got me thinking about a video I saw recently of photos taken of a supernova that is still exploding, but putting photos together from telescopes of it from 2014 till now, makes a short and tiny glimpse of expanding gas that has been expanding for thousands of years. That light probably released millions of years ago before humans even existed, to travel light years to bounce off a gold plate, to be absorbed in a sensor so I can watch it on a device constructed of billions of gates.
And all this started making me sad, because whatever I have done, I have never pushed forward the academic knowledge of human kind, never contributed to the ladder of advancement, not even in a tiny way, and I will never see that explosion play out, I was not here when it started and I was not here when it finally fades out and is finally finished.
But then of course I realised that yes I am tiny, and we are only here for a blink of cosmological time, but we are, and will have been, a part of the network. And even tiny ripples expand outward forever. We are a tiny cog in a machine far vaster and more ancient that we can even imagine. But we are part of it, a vast network of influence and ripples of actions that like a butterflies wings can create a storm, we do have an impact, we do play a part. And it made me feel good, and it made me feel awe inspired and it made me feel a quiet sort of wow (I am at a loss for words about it).
And now I want to create that feeling in a game. I have no idea how, but that is what I am going to try and do in my next game. Any one got any ideas of how I can do this?
Or perhaps it is impossible, but I don’t think it is impossible. How do I generate that feeling I can’t even name yet, in a player that plays my game?